But God raises up those who are bowed down he opens the eyes of the blind (Psalm 146:8) and he satisfies the hungry (Psalm 145:15). I was compelled by his love to acknowledge Him to be consecrated to Him and in so doing he renewed my soul

Deep breath…she regains her composure and fixes her eyes on the stones and memorizes the mouths of the ones spewing hatred at her nakedness and she is in part relieved for that familiar pain. 

I was so angry with you Lord, so angry. Angry enough to despise everything about you and everything you said to me. I felt forsaken